Couldn't Be Happiers has been working harder than ever at social media marketing for our ticketed shows. The results have been lackluster. And this morning I was real fucked up after we sold a total of five tickets to a show in Raleigh last night. It's a shit feeling, and it makes me want to quit, but as soon as someone emails to book CBH, I take the fucking gig. I'm frustrated, confused, tired, and more. So what else but grind it out in the song mill.
I dislike writing meta-narratives generally, so I dressed this up as breakup song anyone could relate too. The structure felts compact and cozy to me, even if the subject matter isn't. In fact, I had this melody marked for a lullaby.
lyrics
Can’t say that I didn’t see this coming
Your reticence was one of many bad omens
Hoped it was a glitch in the algorithm
Should’ve known that we were fucking broken
I wasn’t perfectly in tune
At least I showed up
Which is more than I can say…for you
Shoulda known better, all my friends were right
I got an empty bank account, a deflated sense of pride
Too good to be true, I thought it was a good investment
I just wanted some attention not a long-term commitment
I wasn’t perfectly in tune
At least I showed up
Which is more than I can say…for you
Hell no, I ain’t responding to you
When you ask me if I’m free
On second thought, I got nothing to do
Things could go differently
I’ll never be perfectly in tune
Just show up, that’s all I’ll ever ask of you
credits
from Round 36, Week 6,
released April 11, 2022
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